I am sick of being indecisive. I hate not knowing what I want. I'm always worried about what other people will think about me. I do things when people say it's a good idea, managing to block out my own instinct. I am too worried about the happiness of others and sacrificing my own happiness for it. Maybe this is a good thing. My mum told me the other day to stop being such a pushover. She's right. She also told me that being too nice doesn't get you anywhere. This is also true to an extent. I need to learn to say no. I need to listen to my instincts and stick to my gut feeling. I can still be nice to people without being a pushover. Perhaps I need to start considering myself in the equation. Otherwise, I will end up with nothing. Nothing, and no one.
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