Wasted Opportunities

Too many wasted opportunities and hesitations are banked in my memory. From now on, I will just do it. If I fail, at least I know the outcome, instead of always wondering what would have happened. The boy from Sydney I met on Bar Beach, I wish I agreed to walk with you, had I not been so nervous, I would have. Every morning on my run, I would go past your place, and hope you would for some reason be up early and outside. Everyday turned out to be hopeless. Opportunity missed for a great friendship. This may have been only a little thing, but I can't keep doing this. I hate the feeling I get when I look back on things and all I can think of is 'I should have..." "I wish I..." "If only..." "I wonder if..." I'm sick of it. From now on, I will just go with it. Try new things, branch out and give things a go. I need to say yes more. I need to be open. No more regrets or wasted opportunities. I only get one shot.